My little break isn't due to burn out or stress or anything of that nature. Trust me when I say I'd much rather be blogging and reading like crazy!
So, I'm in the hospital. I've been here since last Monday, (4/11). I have an autoimmune disease. And an extremely rare one at that.
Lucky me am I right??
For those unfamiliar, and as brief as possible, my immune system will attack my good, helpful cells and allow the ones that do damage do their thing. Basically, my immune system is backwards.
Recently my insurance decided I didn't have "the right kind of disease/disorder" for them to keep paying for the drug I need to suppress my immune system and keep it at bay.
I've been about 5 years stable up to this point. No hospitals, no major flare ups, nothing. Living a somewhat normal life. But once I had to go off of my drug...bam! Here I am.
I'm in a lot of pain. But I'm in a really great hospital and they're doing amazing things for me. It's a slow process but I am on the mend.
I'm not telling you all this for sympathy or pity. Those are the bane of my existence and I generally try to pull off the image of normal. But obviously I'm not. So please none of that. I'm still me.
I haven't the slightest clue how much longer I'll be in here. Could be a couple weeks. Could be more, could be less.
I'm not sure what else I have to say...
Thanks for being awesome people.
Sorry for the babble. I guess I just wanted you all to understand what's going on with me and I'm not just being lazy haha!
Lots of love xxx